OstaraMarch 21, 2007 2:37 am

Wednesday-
*Decorated with candy :)
*Boiled a carton of eggs - made 6 (12) deviled eggs, used 3 to make egg salad for a sammich tomorrow, and left 3 in the fridge

*Found a few things in my closet that are unwearable

*Spread 3 of each of my 3 kinds of seeds onto the dirt next to the fence beside my house
*Went to the Goodwill sale at BonTon - bought 3 springy items: a spring jacket which I wore from the time I sat back into my car until I got home, a cute hippie-like shirt, and a blue lounge shirt with a lil front pocket. I love ‘em all, & so does my bf :) I may go back tomorrow or the next day & turn in another item so I can get a coupon for a plain white shirt that fits me.

*Couldn’t find any flowers blooming - wish I had dried the baby daisy I’d found last week :/
*Had an egg salad sammich

Thursday-
*Had quite an enlightening meditation session, after which I’d planned on doing a couple of tarot spreads. However, Nick has joined me in the office, so I’ve kind of lost that dreamy state of mind. - Perhaps tomorrow…

*Wrote out a book dedication in the front of my BoL 

Friday-
*Went for a walk on the Nature Trails with Nick. Found a nice walking stick. :)  

Saturday-
*Washed wind chimes & hung
*Began spring cleaning with the kitchen

Wednesday-
*Made an Ostara ATC

OstaraMarch 15, 2007 4:17 am

photograph the sunrise -by Zoe

Amigurumi:
Spring Cupcake Bear - http://www.flickr.com/photos/amigurumikingdom/386900902/in/set-72157594554713744/
Bunny: http://www.geocities.com/thelibrarian18/bunny.html
Duck and Bunny Pin - http://www.marloscrochetcorner.com/bunny%20and%20chick%20pin.html

Ostara 4:15 am

Another good website I came across:

 

http://www.cauldronliving.com/cgi-bin/index.cgi?action=viewnews&id=114
A common rule for spring cleaning is that all motions involving scrubbing should be done deosil or clockwise to aid in filling the home with good energy for growth.
This time of new beginnings can apply to jobs, relationships, living situations, and lifestyle choices. It is also a time for introspection.

http://www.cauldronliving.com/cgi-bin/index.cgi?action=viewnews&id=341
Spring cleaning: I like to start with the Kitchen as it is the heart of your home. The Kitchen holds our nourishment, we tend to spend a good amount of time there, and the state of our Kitchen can start our day on a good note, or not.
Wonderful list for cleaning the kitchen!!
***Don’t forget about RealSimple & folders for while spring cleaning!!!*** 

http://www.cauldronliving.com/cgi-bin/index.cgi?action=viewnews&id=311
Gardening: one of winter’s great pleasures for the gardener, novice or otherwise, is the planning. This is the perfect time to start your garden journal if you haven’t already. *Interesting topic!! May decide to start one.
http://www.cauldronliving.com/cgi-bin/index.cgi?action=viewnews&id=103 

http://www.cauldronliving.com/cgi-bin/index.cgi?action=viewnews&id=129
Goddess garden: Walk the garden in early spring, surveying the daffodils and the damage from over-wintering. Don’t make a list of tasks or sketch out any designs; this first walk is for pleasure, and you can make a ritual of it to summon spring.
Another good article- kind of a nice garden ritual

Ostara 1:57 am

Sunday-
*Go to BonTon & see if there’s any cool outfits (25% off coupon ends today) - focus on confidence / spirituality
*go to $ Tree to get a pack of seeds
*go to dad’s & pick up windchimes AND spring & summer clothes box

Day before-
*Boil some eggs
*try to dye some of ‘em
*make some into deviled eggs
*make mojo bag
*Meditation - Meditation and evaluation of the current events and attitudes in your life. Examine where you might be unbalanced and where you might need to let go of the past and prepare for a fertile future. Now turn some attention to family and friends. Prosperity/Abundance, growth, self improvement and improving communication
*Decorate: jelly beans, flowers, pastel colored candies
*Begin Spring Cleaning - open the windows!!!; thoroughly clean each room, top to bottom (including the walls), starting with the kitchen (see Cauldron Living suggestions); spiritually cleanse after completing each room

Day of-
*Take a symbol of something that’s hindering you outside before the sun rises and drop it or bury it without looking at it. Then turn toward the horizon as the sun rises and harvest the first flower you see. Dry it and carry it with you as a charm for hope.

*Have an egg salad sammich sometime during the day

*Purification before ritual work

*Review affirmations

*put up wind chimes

*Go to nature trails:

*Go Guerrila gardening w/ $ Tree seeds

*spend an hour, 30 min picking up garbage, 30 min collecting flowers & enjoying the surroundings; search for branches that could possibly be transformed into a besom or staff

*Back home:

*Consider trying a yin yang tarot spread: http://www.learntarot.com/yinyang.htm

*Change magickal name

*Wheel of the Year Tarot Spread

Day after-
*Create an effigy of the dark half of the year and imbue it with the things of winter you’d like to leave behind. You can then either burn it in a bonfire or drop it in the nearest watercourse.
*Paint/draw: yin yang, flower blooming; create a new wheel
*BoL dedication

The Journey, Tarot, Ostara, Book of MoonsMarch 14, 2007 8:30 pm

I came across this very informative website
http://www.collegewicca.com/

Choosing a name: http://www.collegewicca.com/wiccafiles/name.html
You may also try listing in a notebook all your traits, plus, on a separate sheet, all the traits you’d like to have. Go through these and don’t rule out anything because it sounds funny or not fancy enough. You want to be true to yourself, not give in to sounding grand to others.

BoS: http://www.collegewicca.com/wiccafiles/BOS.html
Tarot. I’ll write down what spread I used (usually Celtic Cross, but it sometimes varies), the "book meaning" of each card, my own impressions of the meanings of each card, then I write a page or so linking the meanings together. I leave a page blank in between each entry. This way I can go back and fill in the actual result. If I interpreted the cards as meaning I’ll have a really awful day, but it turns out fine, I’ll write it down. Then I can pull out the cards again and re-think my interpretation.
To start with a Book of Shadows, people usually first write a book dedication on the inside cover or first page. It can be a poem, a statement…anything that says, "I dedicate this book to *insert Deity belief here* in my study of *insert definition of personal religion here*. May it prove safe and honorable. So mote it be." You can write a full book dedication ritual and write this first dedication into your book during that ritual. Whatever you think it takes to give your book a "sacred" feel to it will work.

Meditation: http://www.collegewicca.com/BOSfiles/meditation.html
People meditate for various reasons. Some use it to get in tune with the Earth, some use it as a de-stresser, some use it as a way to maintain their magickal skills (like anything, magick does take practice no matter how "natural" it comes to a person), and some just like to clear their minds.
On the first session, set it for five minutes. However you choose to meditate, try to hold it for that amount of time. If you break your meditation before time is up, don’t worry. Put it away for the rest of the day, and when you try it the next day (prefereably at about the same time of day–morning, afternoon, or evening–though not necessarily at the exact same hour) lower your amount of time set to however long you were able to hold it on Day 1. If you can make it to 8 miutes before breaking, but the next day can’t make it to 9 minutes, go back and practice for 8 minutes again until you can easily go for that length of time.
beginning with the "train of thought" meditations where you just let your mind go its merry way and you "listen in" as if you are a third person overhearing a conversation. When you feel you have the "train of thought" method under your belt, try moving to a single thought. For example, assume you decide to meditate on the subject, "Apple." Don’t just focus on the word, but also visualize an apple, how it feels, tastes, and smells. When you are comfortable (it does take practice!) finally narrow your mind down to nothing at all. Don’t think, just feel. Another method to try is to hold a stone and use it as your focus. For lack of a better phrase, try to "become one with the stone." You can do the same with staring into a fire/candle flame, looking out your window at nature, into a body/pool of water, or at an animal. These techniques tend to bring people closer to the mental state needed for scrying. See what you have around you and what works best.
Activities as meditation: In the same manner as exercise, there are other activities that people find good for meditation. Journal writing, sewing, painting/drawing, gardening, and even day dreaming are a few ways to clear your mind and relax. Meditation does not necessarily have to take the form of chanting wordlessly in dark rooms.
Purification: http://www.collegewicca.com/BOSfiles/purification.html
If you choose to bathe, try taking a quick shower to get rid of the grime first, then use the bath to rid yourself of that "mental" impurity. When you’re done, pull the plug and stay in the tub as it drains. When in doubt, if you want to go bare minimum, wash your face and hands with cold water, and head off to your circle.
Tarot: http://www.collegewicca.com/BOSfiles/tarot.html
shuffle the cards a total of 15 times between readings to cleanse them. (I also like to give them a thorough cleansing and consecration once a month at the full moon, and keep them in a protective bag made out of a natural fiber.) The first three times I shuffle, I feel air rushing through my arms and hands, through "pores" in the cards, and blowing all old (especially negative) energy from previous readings out of the cards. I shuffle three more times feeling my hands as flames, burning the old energy out of the cards. Three more times for water, washing the "ashes" and traces of energy from the cards, and then three times for earth, feeling the cards as solid and glowing with new, natural, non-human energy. Finally, I shuffle three more times, imagining I’m filling them with my own essence in the form of a pure white light.
Leave a blank page after each entry so you can go back later and fill in how the spread related to real events. I usually write the date, the spread I used, the cards laid out, their basic, short meanings (which I usually just copy from the little booklet that comes with the deck), and my interpretation.

Journal Topics: http://www.collegewicca.com/BOSfiles/journals.html
-What does "Witch" mean to you?
-My future goals within Paganism.
-Are there traditions you like? Dislike? Why?
-Why be a Pagan, anyway?
-How do you feel about spell crafting?
-What do you think separates Wicca (Druidism, Asatru, etc.) from other Pagan religions? Other religions in general?
-Write about the state of Paganism today…is it too marketed? Are there too many "kids"? Are covens becoming obsolete?
-Compare and contrast Pagan authors that you have recently read.
-What specific Deities do you pray to and why?
-What do you think happens to you when you die?
-Do you believe in fate, or do we make it up as we go?
-Do animals reincarnate?
-Can humans incarnate as animals? If so, why? If not, why?
-Is hexing, cursing, black magick ever ok? If so when? If not why?
-Explain your Craft/Magickal/Working/Sacred name if you have one.
-Do you think that you have to have a Craft name? Why or why not?
-Is there a difference between Wicca and Witchcraft? Explain.
-If we believe in reincarnation and Christians believe in a one-shot life, what happens to them when they die?
-What is your utopia?

Ostara Rituals: http://www.collegewicca.com/collegefiles/solitaryostara.html
Take a symbol of something that’s hindering you outside before the sun rises and drop it or bury it without looking at it. Then turn toward the horizon as the sun rises and hervest the first flower you see. Dry it and carry it with you as a charm for hope.
If you do a ritual, try it outside if it’s warm enough. Keep it simple…meditate under a tree

Consider trying a yin yang tarot spread: http://www.learntarot.com/yinyang.htm 

OstaraMarch 12, 2007 4:18 pm

Snack on fruit and vegetables if you need food, but otherwise try to let your digestive system rest and stick to two meals.

soup, salad, water, tea, juice, grains; use lemon, garlic, & vinegar as condiments

healing meditation

exercise (stretch, yoga, aerobic) to sweat out some toxins; bathe afterwards to clean the toxins off your skin

try not to do anything too stressful

http://www.orderwhitemoon.org/seasons/beltane06.html#cleaning 

OstaraMarch 10, 2007 8:41 pm

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Ostara 5:41 am

URBAN COMPOSTING by Kelly Gilliam
Make this budget conscious compost bin for your deck or small outdoor  space.

http://www.yougrowgirl.com/garden/images/urbancomposting1.jpg One benefit to having your own yard and garden is plenty of room.  However, some of us live in tight apartments and are forced to have container  gardens. Because of space, the urban dweller may conclude that composting is  impossible. However, this doesn’t have to be the case. In my ongoing quest to take more control of my garden right down to  the soil I use, I went on a hunt for information on how to make my own  small-time composting bin. My initial inspiration was "urban  EDEN" by Adam & James Caplin.

Since I live in a small  area, I don’t require huge amounts of compost. I decided to make my own bin from  a Rubbermaid container; it was dark, portable, easy to find and — most  importantly — affordable. The following is an account of how I made my  bin. Please note that this how-to is for an outdoor container. It is small  enough to fit on a balcony or around the side of a house if you are in a house  suite.

Materials:   Rubbermaid container (1 1/2 feet by 1 1/4 feet.)
   "Browns": Dead leaves, brown grass clippings, wood, sticks,    shredded newspaper, dead plants, rice, pine needles
   "Greens": Fresh grass and other plant clippings, fruit and    vegetable parts, coffee grounds (with or without filter), tea bags, wool,    human hair
   Extra newspaper    
A good knife

1. Clean the Rubbermaid container, removing all stickers and labels.  Take your knife and cut holes along the edges of the bin’s lid, about 1  centimeter wide. I placed these about 3 centimeters apart. Next, cut a few holes  in the middle of the lid. These holes will allow air and moisture to  circulate.

2. Turn your bin over and cut some drainage holes (the water has to  go somewhere, right?). I placed two slits in each corner, about a  half-centimeter wide and 3 centimeters long. They should be big enough for  drainage, but not enough to allow your compost to spill out.

3. Rip up your extra newspaper and put it in the bottom of the bin.  The shreds should be no more than 1 inch thick, and should fill up the container  about 5 to 6 inches. http://www.yougrowgirl.com/garden/images/urbancomposting3.jpg

4. Gather all your “browns.” Place them on top of the newspaper. Your  bin should be about one-third to one-half full.

5. Gather your “greens.” Place these on top of your browns. Your  compost bin should be almost full. Make sure to leave a little room at the top  though. http://www.yougrowgirl.com/garden/images/urbancomposting2.jpg

6. Place your bin outside (if it isn’t already there). If you must  place it directly on a deck, a second extra lid can be placed underneath as a  drip tray.

7. Water. Make sure it’s damp, but not so wet that everything is  floating around. If you live in a rainy climate, you can let nature take its  course and wet your compost for you.

8. Wait.

9. In about 3-4 weeks, go out and give your compost a good turn. This  will allow the microbes that are decomposing everything to spread around. Repeat  every 3-4 weeks.

10. Within 6-8 months, you should have a brown, earthy-smelling  mixture. That’s your compost!

To my surprise, worms found their way into my compost. If your bin  sits on the ground and not on concrete (like a balcony) or on top of the lid  then worms will probably find their way into your bin as well. They’re a nice  bonus, but definitely not necessary in composting.

Tips:   Starbucks Coffee will hand out their organic waste if you ask    them. A warning though: It comes in huge bags, and unless you have somebody to    split the bounty with, there won’t be room in your bin for it.    

Make sure never to place meat, bones, animal waste or dairy    products into your compost. These will only attract rodents and vermin,    especially in an urban setting.

Do not use your compost as a replacement for potting soil. It is    too heavy for plants to live solely on and might burn them. Instead, mix about    one part compost with three parts regular potting or topsoil. This will be    more than enough for your plants to get their nutrients.    Add to the bin constantly to allow for good compost throughout the    season.    

Never add plants that are diseased, as the disease can spread    through your compost and be passed on to any plants you use the compost on.       

Do not use compost indoors, as it is not sterilized and could carry pests.

http://www.compostguide.com/
http://home.howstuffworks.com/composting.htm
http://www.howtocompost.org/info/info_composting.asp

The Journey, Tarot, Ostara 5:19 am

Names by Lilith Silverhair

It is with our names, especially those we can choose for ourselves,
that we tell exactly who and what we are.
In today’s society the naming of a child does not have the
ritualistic overtones that it once did. Parents pick a name they
like, or name a child after a grandparent and that’s about as far as
it goes. But we are of the Pagan Community, having found our
way "home", often feel the need to give ourselves a new name, to
signify the new person we feel we are, or the person that we have
never been able to show others. Many people do not care for, or even
hate, the name they are given at birth. So it is especially
delightful for Craft initiates to be able to choose a name they feel
comfortable with. Well, then, how does one go about choosing a name
that signifies all that we feel we have learned and the emotional
joy of becoming ourselves? There are many, many ways as we will see.
The simplest way of renaming oneself, of course, is to pick the name
of a deity, crystal, plant, animal, etc., that you identify with.
The name Lilith originally came from a Dungeons and Dragons
character I played many years ago (she was, of course, a magick
user). But while doing research when trying to pick a Craft name I
found that Lilith’s legend of being Adam’s first wife and not
subjecting herself to him by refusing to lay under him during sex
touched something within me. I do like a woman who knows her own
mind.
There is much more to Lilith’s story, eventually going back to the
Goddess Kali. The more I researched the more I attuned to the name.
You must research the name you are thinking about picking, not only
will it tell you more about the name but it will tell you more about
yourself. You may really like the name Holly, but are your energies
too scattered at this time in your life to be able to live up its’
potential? Salamander may sound really nifty in a name, but are you
comfortable with the element of fire to bring it into your life that
intimately? Much consideration must go into the choosing of a name
that you may reveal more about you than you know. There are also
more complex ways of picking a magickal name. One can learn the
mystical and magickal meaning of the vowels and consonants and
gather them together in a name that resonates in a way that
compliments the direction you want your life to take.
You can also use divination tools to pick a name, such as Tarot
cards, Runes, and even a pendulum.
With the Tarot cards and the
Runes, first pick one card or stone to determine the number of
letters in the name, then pick that number of cards or stones. Each
Tarot card has a numerical value and you may use that to correspond
to a letter of the alphabet.
The Runes each have a phonetic
correspondence to a letter of the alphabet and so there are the
letters for your name. With a pendulum, you can open a mythology
book to the index of names and dowse with the pendulum, paying close
attention to how the pendulum acts with certain names and picking
your name from those it reacts strongly to. Even if you have long
known your magickal name and have used it for many years, there may
come a time in your life when you want top change it or add to it.
In the past year I began to get the feeling that there should be an
addition to my name. I knew that it had something to do with Silver,
but there was even more to it than that. I began listing names with
silver in them; Silvermoon, Silverraven, Silverwolf,
Silversong.. .nothing felt right. Then I notice that the silver I was
searching for was not outside my body but on it, in my hair! And it
clicked. At thirty-four The Crone is by no means standing on my
threshold, but She is certainly closer than she was when I took the
name Lilith. So I have added Silverhair to prepare for that time
when I hand the title of Mother to my daughter and look the Crone in
the eye with love and trust.
You can add to your magickal name during transitional periods in
your life, as you spiral upward in levels of initiation, or simply
if you feel the name you carry now no longer describes who you are.
It is recommended that you do not change your magickal name too
often to keep from scattering your energies too thin. Year cycles of
three, seven, or nine can be appropriate times, if you are a
solitary practitioner, to consider whether your name still fits you.
You should never force a name change on yourself, or choose a
magickal name simply "because." Names, of course, carry power, and
the energies of an inappropriate name could draw that into your life
which may not necessarily be beneficial to you. The naming of names,
the naming of ourselves, is another way in which we as pagans and
witches assert our individuality and yet still align ourselves as a
community with that which makes us strong. So, whether we call
ourselves Bill or Sue, Willow or Raven, each time a name is spoken
it reminds us and others of our connection to each other and the
Goddess, She who has many names and yet is One.

OstaraMarch 7, 2007 10:48 pm

Another thing to possibly do during the wee hours of Ostara- walk around the neighborhood, throwing flower seeds here & there :)

http://www.guerrillagardening.org/ggmembers.html